Last weekend I was at

Last weekend I was at the TP fall retreat where I was strongly convicted of my dependancy on my friends, the sin of my mind and my mouth, and the fact that yes, God does give me silence sometimes… And it’s silence I’ve been getting when I pray and when I worship… It’s felt like my face is up against an unlocked door and i’m yelling to get out but I just haven’t found the knob yet, even though it’s….right…..there.