I admit it. I wanted

I admit it. I wanted so badly to cry that if I had let myself, Niagara Falls would have relocated on my face.
“Baby of Mine”, that sweet lullaby from Dumbo, has always made me break into sobs no matter what age I heard it at and tonight was no different. I ached inside that female soul we have that aches to hold a child, be held by her mother, and love someone up in her arms.

I’m ok now.

I actually just got off the phone with Stephen which was a light in my day. Poor guy’s seemed stressed all week. I wish I got to hear his SHOW tomorrow… Yay for good music and a great southern voice to interrupt it. Sadly I have work as usual on Tuesdays and have to miss the entire thing. My disappointment is vast.